Week§4: Receive…?

So much going on this week… and it all comes down to the ability to genuinely ‘receive’…

Lots of contemplating again, and observing…. am I really open to receive, am I actually allowing myself to truly receive….?  I thought I was, however my ‘outer world’ mirrors me back that I am actually not, on some deep still partly hidden level. And as I get more and more into fine-tuning of my essence, all those ‘little’ in-harmonies have a way of showing up as ‘big out-of-tune-chords’…. ouch.

OK then… focussing on allowing myself to give myself the gift of truly receiving ‘without  expectation of reciprocity’….makes sense…? 😀 … so: without immediately having the feeling or thought, however subtle, that when I receive, I HAVE to give back… and as I observed, even: ‘go give IT back’…. as if it can never be ‘mine’, as if I was never really allowed to receive in the first place. And so…. I am reluctant to receive, since it makes me feel forced to give… and then even giving becomes a struggle …Yikes….. on with the work…

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